So why Not?

This morning Ron asked me if I still work on my blog? I replied "I haven't since 2016" he says "Why not?" I had no better answer than I don't know.....what a pathetic excuse for not updating my blog. Before 2015, My reasons were pretty simple....zero motivation to do it. Sick. Feeling awful, having a personal pity party for myself, but come to find out it was way more serious than a personal pity party.

2015, was a totally different story.....I was sick, went through an organ transplant and didn't have the brain or physical power to produce anything that would have been remotely legible. Sometimes, my brain still stutters and doesn't always function like I wish It would, along with my mouth at the same time.

So what was my excuse after that? Nothing, other than excuses.....no internet, hate my computer, nothing interesting to say...blah blah blah........

What I find particularly interesting is how many posts I started that remained a draft! Story of my life after my transplant, everything had to be so monumental and structured and thought out, especially when it came to my writing and creating.

My writing has always been sort of my expression. My personal head diary, so all the stuff stuck up there is still sitting up there ready to be written down. I don't really profess to have anything monutmental to share other than my life, which up until 2015 was pretty busy with work.....

Now here we are almost four years later! Life has changed, in so many ways......I love many of the same things, there are brand new people in my life, I dislike some things I use to like, I keep busy doing the mundane things and the exciting things.

Most of all, Im living life. Everyday is not perfect, or all sunshine and roses, but Im alive and I intend to do what I was told......

"We saved your life now go live yours".........